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心理学

visit Van Gogh in London

The reason why I paid a visit to Tate Britain gallery is pretty simple: to shoot a picture of the starry night over the Rhone, and send it to my beloved one far away in Shanghai.

I don’t know why exactly I got distracted quite often during the past three months. It seems that there will always be lures around me whenever I need to pursue a higher course.

The Vietnamese girl, who said I’m the only friend she could talk to in London, really put me into a dilemma. The nasty German philosopher said biology is stronger than reason. Luckily, I resisted the temptation to have adult fun with her.

The thought of taking advantage of someone who loves you, somehow makes me feel gross. Not because of I’m a noble man, actually I’m not, but because I felt what a miserable slave of gene I am. We’re programed to receive, but I try to quit this silly animal game.

I also spent quite a lot time drifting on eBay searching vintage film cameras, nearly forgot the Canon 600D DSLR I used to have. I barely took any photos with that machine. Do I genuinely love photography? no certain answer yet.

I browsed recent pictures of Ms. Ma. She is still a charming and alluring creature on earth. Maybe She will enjoy a fruitful modern life with a guy matching her criteria, it doesn’t matter. Bless her.

Never look closer at anyone. You will upset yourself. Human beings share too many things in common. How I wish I could be honest with myself, and my soul free from tortures.

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心理学

兼相爱,交相利

没有人在乎你的孤独,因为每个人都在孤独地生活。

讽刺的是,交往可缓解孤独。交往,可以解决所有问题。

在一个上千万人的都市,周围都是孤独症患者,周围都是解药。

兼相爱,交相利。

在无穷尽的可能性中,我们继续着一种现实发生的可能性。那么,他人即我。他人,即是我那无穷尽的可能性的现实版本。

所以,厌倦自己的职业、家庭、生存环境,是不必要的困扰。

你在和无限个你,生活在同一个三维时空。

你是男人,你是女人,你是老人,你是孩子,你是狗,你是树,你是蘑菇,你是种子,你是微尘,你是我。